Sunny Tuesday

Been long time since i last blogging here. Because nothing to blog in here.
I wish to add that i ain't seek attention. Just plain lazy so far..

Wonder how am i gonna do up temporary blog which i can post pictures of plushies i kept in my cupboard? Just want to clear my cupboard and free up space. So i later go post pics on it..
This blog also just nice for me to type crappy here.. =)

What does feelings mean?

Feelings will mean love and liking one person
Love will mean lot of things
Person can be family, friends, close kins
Such love mean friendship, kinship, true love
Feelings are indescribable hard to fathom

How feelings come about?
Feelings can be painful, beautiful, happy, sad, sweet and unforgettable
Feelings have to be experienced
Making us stronger ever and learn overcome it

Feelings can be painful and unforgettable
Feelings are created over long periods which proved to be tough
How to let go of such feelings
Feelings can make us blind to everything surrounding us
Feelings are beyond words and actions we do
Feelings can be manipulated by people
for own gains and themselves

What can i say and do?
I am human being full of feelings
Though i only can believe myself and my feelings
Who can i blame ? Nobody but myself
Feelings can make me more confused
Feelings and thoughts can make me tired

How to differentiate people feelings towards me?
I don't wish to know anymore of this
I am tired of my feelings and everything
Feelings can tear me apart, throw me amist chaos of sorrow and despair
When i knew people can be selfish for their own sake,
i was torn apart and my feelings are not considered

Hence i have to let go of such feelings of love for my only one and last.
thou' i will not love other half anymore beside my own family and true friends in my life
I have enough feelings and be spared of torture
I will be grateful to move on and release feelings with past
I wish my feelings to be respected and let me be happy on my own life
I will not say any promise at the moment.
At least i did love once in my life and never be blinded by love

I let go of my feelings and relationship as i wish to be free
I feel tired of feelings be manipulated
I wish to be truly loved by someone i love
Now i know to love myself more

Now i let go of everything and shall begin with new life
I don't wish to start one more relationship and hurt more people
I wish to be free and on my own life
I once was naive and stupid to start love person which i should not
Now i let you go and you will free to go on your new life
I have mine and you have yours.
We both are free to do our lives