Past event picture

This picture was taken last year one early morning where my late grandmother funeral was held downstairs. Sigh this picture describe my feelings. I don't know what prompt me to take this picture.. Perhaps.. there will be a better tomorrow despite my control sadness inside me. Hard to bear pain of losing her. Maybe looking at sky will make me feel better and maybe she is living well in other world. :)

What bad luck i have today? Damned....

After done finish my ice cream this evening, go to bus stop with my boy who waited together for my bus. By the way, my boy and i lived far apart in different areas. Sigh! My bus finally came after long waiting of 30 mins to aboard bus. Yippee.. finally can find seat to sit ..

However, 2 stops ahead have few people aboard bus. I thought sit inside seat let other people sit. Sigh what bad luck i have today. An Indian man is seem crazy to me which i called it as lunatic. Damned.. This lunatic stare at me and look at my asset .. by the way, i wear normal and casual.. Not really sexy clothes. damned him.. As i don't care hoot about him, i sit still and use my bag as protection. Sigh i began curse of f**** what hell this lunatic doing?

All along sit throughout journey, i wonder why damned lunatic use his left thigh come so near my leg? For what? What the hell.. then i began shift my legs away from him. Damned him making my legs ached for shifting away further away from him.. I realized one thing i remember my ex-colleague say what types of men are horny and lecher? I know answer already. what hell.. damned.. arrghhh.. I did sms my boy about help.. but he advised me change seat.. However i did not do so.. and waited see how whether he Got alighted his destination. hell with him ..Lunatic sit through journey to interchange.. What hell ...Arrgh?

However, bus reached certain area i will not reveal here. But lunatic did persist using his leg come nearer my leg. Then i make my point clear and shout angrily at him:" Get your leg outta here!!" I was damned angry and he did take his leg away.. Then i look out window and don't care take second look at him. I want puke at him.. what the hell!"

When i reach my destination and began use my bag as protection of my ass as he never stand up make way.. damned him.. Arrghh.. i feel like curse him using middle finger.. damned....

I immediately alight bus and quickly go home.. just in case won't bump onto him .. Sigh.. Bad luck i feel cursing him.. hell with him .. may he be limped forever.. Arggh...
Next time, i take bus alone and hella kill me i won't sit down if it is longer journey..

Pondering over something

... I been thinking of one theory prove true.. Haha.. everything around us seems revolve about is MONEY $$$ and TIME seems tickle away fast .. time flies so quickly that i began to lose track of date and time.. :)

Ok.. How to begin on one theory..?

Firstly, last year announcement of global recession affected lot of people working .. resulted less import and export, high rate of unemployment and desperation of people..
2nd, this year come called swine flu.. -_-'' i hate such outbreak.. roll eyes.. ORANGE alert..
oh my god i am wearing orange shirt now. hahah

Reason is why i hate outbreak.. Do all of you remember Sars outbreak which caused hysteria worldwide? By the way, singapore was also hit and all school implemented that all students must take temperature check.. -__-'' That day remained eteched in my mind forever. I wont forget day..
I remember before exams that i been staying at home studying day and night.. But i recall one night i have eaten heaty mango plus period ended before 1st exam paper.. hell with fruits GOt some cooling and some heaty.. sigh.. Why? It can make my body temperature higher than before.. Results is i can never pass temperature checking.. damned... I was not ALLOWED take my 1st paper (favourite subject) and asked go home see doctor. damned What the heck.. It made me more maddening..and sad which i almost went hysteria and screaming out loud with cries.. Why ?? My body temperature is slightly higher than normal lah.. -_-'' stupid idea use temperature. mostly damned not accurate .. Anyways, they have made arrangements by using classrooms allow some of us to take papers. What hell lah? which meant i most time missed taking papers together with my mates at lecture halls.. Sigh...
I was stoned when 1st paper i can't take already and began bombarded lecturer asking will my results be affected due to Sars outbreak.. -_-'' Why?
I only can take paper together with those who Fail that paper( favourite subject of mine).. BOMB.. arrghh.. They never thought of arranging separate rooms where we can take paper. damned.. i hate to remember that unforgetten day..
Bang! That exam paper seems to clash with my attachment working day. I began to plan and think how to work and study at same time.. No worry my favourite subject i can cope with it.. :)
So i that time just made use of 3 days studying for subject.. No problem don't need study and work at same time. Haha just do some reading refresh my mind. Hmm excuse me i prefer take actual 1st paper whom people complain so hard .. i have seen that paper my mates have taken that paper. wow... i like challenging questions.. Sigh. i wanna cry already because i take that paper whom people fail 1st paper when i nvr taken it.. Well.. That paper i taken is way too easy as ABC.. haha Simple.. I can easily ace for that paper. Yeah... the score seems can soothe my heart and mind. sigh it can never erase that time and day eteched in my mind.

Hmm .. i realized one thing that past a month, i been attending free preview talk with my boyfriend which we both need earn income online.

So far we been attending such talks on subjects about:" How to live trading stocks", " How to learn investment?", " Talk on forex trading", "How to profit from ebay?" and last talk " how to work from home extra income opportunities"..

Yeah all such 2hrs free talks come with upsell after end of talks.. Sigh.. So one theory prove all.. " No free lunch in the world" You gotta to work hard for it.. -_-''
By the way, i feel people have this impression of such free talks :" will they ever learn anything from it?"
In my views, not all 100% of people attend such free talks can succeed in it. Haha such free talks can show people greed or merely desperate to earn money within short time.. Hard ... Long way to go..

By the way, my boy and i learn alot from such talks. hehe For your info, we never buy upsell cost a bomb though it come in installment per month. Roll eyes..
what are stuffs we learn anything from it? Well we do lot of research and check up on some areas we don't know. One valuable thing we learn from is ebay talk. Haha.. Don't think of impossible or hard.. haha because my boy finally seen results from it. I believe in long term we can make it.. yeah..

One motto is just go for it.. yeah.. i believe that. By the way, i been slacking too much. Sigh
Know why? I began to lose faith in 2 websites i holding on to dearly.. I don't know where to adversite them.. though can use free traffic. Hell with paid traffic i don't buy that.. If it can leave me more broke ever than before.. sigh.. -_-''

Any golden advice out there..? From readers who have read my blog.. =)

Hope to hear your comments in here. :)

Fired up

Hi all readers.. Oops these few days never update my blogs. Way too many blogs to handle. haha
Oh well these few days, i was helping to add certain stuffs online. Yeah Happy to make a single sale after all.. Cool.. As long as never give up trying other things. =)

I gotta update this blog site which can be announced to all worldwide. :)
This blogshop is click here for details which sells cheap products that has been highly sourced for people who looking for bargains. winks..

Haha too happy though make sale don't mean lot of money to earn. It take time.. :) I gotta update all of my blogs with new addition at side bar .. hehe