Think and Grow Rich Last

Began to think what did i do while studying at Polytechnic? Do you all think it seems tough for me to overcome it? haha anyways, i did overcome lot of obstacles.
At first, my poly mates don't know about my hearing disabilities until 3 months later they came to know about it. Because they never ask me any questions. Then one fine day at lecture hall, i drop bombshell to female Poly mate through sms to inform her about my hearing problems. =D I was surprised at their normal reactions. Laughing out loud, i can see that almost all of them never once have impaired hearing friends. O.O But they did know that i came from ITE. In 1st 3months, we have tons of tests.. o.0 However, i have no problems coping with it because ITE already equipped me with basic foundation i learnt already. I got ace in the subject i never do well at ITE. I was bit surprised with myself.

Not until i got hit off well with Poly mates. One of girls ask me a question which i was unable answer it. How to give answer? She ask :" How did u do it when you can't hear so well?"
Stoned.. Well i just simply gave answer like: " do more self study and practise more. I anyhow give answer also like i know how to in some subjects i learnt from ITE"

Surely you can't expect me to tell her that i am clever or what. That's not true.. Must work hard and persistence do well in studies when i am losing interest in this course after 1 and half year in course. :X
Well.. i took Electronics, Communications and Computer Engineering course at Polytechnic for 3 years. Overall i managed to graduate with Diploma and again best present for my late grandmother.


Well .. you have this thought.. Does book of think and grow rich is related to my life? Half Half..
Those who read book before. Correct me if i am wrong anything or misleaded...
Think and Grow Rich is all about teach you how to achieve success by using mind power.
Mind power is all about using thoughts and few attributes to achieve success. I believe this book not only about making money from it and it can enrich your life and create your character by being positive. Look at previous posts i have cite examples i always positive and less negative. Remove all negatives and you can achieve success..

I find a bit similarities which i have acquired during my school days. But why i can't recover my lost attributes to be applied on current situation which i am starting business online?

I find the book extremely useful. It mention must have faith in yourself, armed with determination and persistence can achieve success in anything i want in life.

Think and Grow Rich Part 3

As earlier post mentioned that i retook O level and working part time. Not until one fine day i became unemployed. haha Perhaps that time i was too young and rash making my decision without discussing with family. Heck care discussion. As previous posts , i already mention that my own family surely imposed stupid negative views on me.

Roll eyes. I was not sure what i want to do at that time. After a year of no working, my fourth aunt gave me advice that i applied for ITE and learn some skills from there. Look who gave advice to me? Not my own elder sister. Fat hope and wishful thinking.. Well .. My elder sister cared about herself and always look so high.. She was so stucked up that time and even prejudiced against ITE. Sigh. Why? Because ITE was once say as IT's The End.. stoned.. Also the school can enroll students with weak grades and famously know some students as gangsters.

I never thought much of school reputation and everything etc. Let nature take it to course. I just want go school independant and equip myself with skills. :)
First time i went apply for ITE course but it was too late as admission was closed already. So i have to wait a year to apply for ITE again. Does it defeat me yet? Shaking head .. NO..

A day come when i finally can enroll in ITE and bought every materials meant for start terms of school. I had this thoughts of doubts. How am i going to make friends etc? haha
I don't want to think too much and began to read textbooks. Wow i find those books contents are totally different and bit interesting at first. I digest information and find it bit hard to understand. Then i have this thoughts to myself: " Never mind i just read all books from first to ending. When school term started, i will eventually understand how to cover those topics i have finished read all. :)

Nothing is impossible as long as you put heart into it.
As you may think, is that all? Hmm i want to cut story short.

At first, i asked my elder sister question:" Can ITE go on to Polytechnic?"
My elder sister replied by saying :" Yes can but only students with good or excellent results can go on to Polytechnic." wow what she say make my heart sank to low spirits. It suck man... I can feel her tone give me feeling that i wont make it. Because she never once encourage me to study hard. Or else she can add one sentence to it:" No worry, you try it and study hard for it.." sigh it never happen. See stupid negative thinking... But am i letting it defeat me and put me down.. No way.. there is a way i can make it.. it telling my mind about it.

However i explained in earlier posts, only 3 people believed in me and never doubt my abilities.
What i promised study hard for it and always achieved my goals in end.. I believe i can succeed in anything i do.

At school , i have no problems coping with my school work and classmates. I feel it all owe to memory power which served me well. hehe Oops i forgot to mention what course i took. :)
It is electronics engineering course which consist of physics, mathematics and programming.. Gosh it make me shudder thinking of those subjects at that time. Have to memorise formulae and some details of subjects.
One lunch time , i was walking around the campus anywhere aimlessly.. Not until i saw poster of admission entry requirement to Polytechnic need about 2.8 points. I can't recall how many points. Because today requirements to Polytechinc have be amended few times already that i was unsure.. When i saw that, points of Polytechnic admission stuck onto my mind. From that moment, i began to have thoughts of studying hard for good grades. It is all about mind power which drive me to aim for points. Did i ever think it is impossible to achieve that. Such thoughts became goals for me to attain and achieve it.

I never thought of impossible tasks. Nonethess, i was determined to achieve my goals and abide by my promises to my late grandmother, which i once cried in front of her and said :" Ah mah, i will study harder than before and strive harder for Polytechnic."
Hence so far, i only promise certain people that i will achieve my goals go on to Polytechnic further my studies.

In the end, i graduated with score of GPA of 3.32 points where i got entry to NYP. Finally i managed to achieve my goals with help of my classmates and teachers. In fact, i owe to encouragement given by my late grandmother , 3rd aunt as well as close friend and few relatives. Without them, there wont be me today. No matter what happen i will take it in my stride. At least, i gave my late grandmother best present that she felt happy and proud of my achievement. As i want to say nothing is impossible. As long as you put heart into it with determination and persistence, eventually succeed in anything you wan to get.

No matter how long the road is and full of obstacles, must overcome it with use of mind power.

Think and Grow Rich Part 2

Here is most interesting part is why i was unable go on to JC or Polytechnic after complete my O levels. Due to admission requirements, i need to score max D7 in english.. stoned. haha Because i got E8 in english, then how? Wow unbelievable, my elder sister never provide any advice for me. Sigh. So no choice i decide retake O levels as private candidate and go out to society working.
Hmm seems like i have lost those attributes i have back studying hard. Where has my determination, persistence go to? haha it seem easy to lose and harder get it back. I was like lost sheep walking aimlessly don't know where future beckon.
As i been thinking what went wrong during that time i was doing my O levels, perhaps some events or circumstancces make it harder me to maintain thoughts. Maybe and i don't know its reasons.
I can't recall those events but i wont forget the day i lost classmate forever.. Because i once have this dream, i thought we all (whole class) will graduate together. But lost a classmate meant shatter my dreams.. Guess emotions so easy and powerful to kill such dreams..

Nonetheless, life go on for all of us.. :) Will it be better when i don't have such good memory power at all? Yes it will be better i have short term memory loss.. Good Good..haha

You think that is end of it.. I have bit more to add.. haha Pardon my long winded writing.

Think and Grow Rich Part 1

Here i shall explain how it is possible?

First i like to intro myself again. I am hearing impaired similar to deaf woman..
I never went to school for deaf.. so i studied at school for normal people..
Yeah i was grateful of my parents sent me to school with my elder sister.. Where i get to learn chinese language at school, unlike my fellow deaf friends who never have learn a word of chinese language..

My primary school results are not that great nor outstanding unlike my elder sister.. O_o'' Haha i even repeat PSLE ( Primary School Leaving Exam) to those readers don't know what it mean. Click more details education system .. That time when i finally woke up and come to my senses..
which my elder sis asked me what i want to do when i can't go on to secondary school. She said example like to eat , sleep etc.. It made me think more and deeply .. Finally one time i thought what my primary 5 teacher said once to me in front of whole class :" Are you stupid ? Can't do simple composition which i forgot to do. " That statement she made still remain etched in my mind.. and so fresh when i came to recall that... Sigh...
Final decision i made is to go back to school and retake PSLE.. First i asked and begged my mum don't hire any more home tutor for me.. i can't take any more pressure to take tuition.. Know why? That time i was taking PSLE few months before.. i have feelings of enormous pressure having to cope with extra school and home tuitions.. Faint.. i can't barely cope with pressure and begin to lose interest in studying...haha.. That is result they want from me.. Haha...
I know myself well because i found out from many years of studying.. is that i wont excel under stupid enormous pressure.

But my mum was so firm with her decision to hire home tutor for me. You have this thought:" did you give up trying ? " NO way.. i am going to keep on trying .. Hence i sought help from my favourite auntie to help me persuade mum don't hire any more tutor.. . How did i do? well i promise my auntie that i will study on my own and study hard for coming exams this time..
Yeah i get my wishes finally.. Mum agreed don't hire any tutor for me..
Haha .. see never give up trying on.. :)

Well as you see . more persistence will achieve any goals you set.
Next what happen in the end?
Did i achieve exact what i promise my auntie? :)

Yeah i manage to pass my exams all just average grades go on to secondary school.
But feeling disappointed that i was promoted to normal stream of 5 years education i have to spend at school. Happy that i able go on to secondary school..

Hmm even my own family don't think much when i said that i will study harder at school. Sigh..
Not when i have set goals to achieve when i come to know my elder sister mention one of her classmate also made it to express stream from normal stream. Hehe it become a dream to me as well as my wishes.. Hence, such thoughts of it push me to study harder.. Well from that time, i was motivated to achieve my goals to go on express streams.. What is that u say of this? It is thoughts which can developed persisitence and determination i shown in my studies. Wow is it extreme change in me? o.0?? i don't know. haha Despite my mum think lowly of me and think negatively that i wont make it .. due to my primary school results that i Got last in class position..

As i have explained earlier, mind is quite powerful that it can help me through all the way.. To achieve success in my studies that i topped my class and went on to express stream.. Finally..i believe as long as i have faith in myself armed with determination that i can make it..
Haha such good news to share with my auntie.. that she bleamed so wide and happy for me as well as my late grandmother who doted on me from young till today. Without them, i will not be here today saying my story.. :)
So far only 3 people in my life have faith in me and my abilities to overcome those obstacles.
They are my close friend, favourite auntie and late grandmother who keep encouraging me and have faith in me..

I shall continue in next post..

Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill

Few days ago, i began to read this book " Think and Grow Rich" wrote by Napoleon Hill..
I believe that quite lot of many people read this book before.. But how many have benefit from it?
What is all about this book? Wow.. unbelievable that i never once read this book when i was studying years ago..
Haha

I borrow this book from my boyfriend who has bought old version three years ago. Roll eyes ..
He never benefit anything from it.. I know WHY? hehe
Because i know WHY my boy never benefit from it? Coz' he find it hard to apply on in his life.. Gosh.. He keep saying almost every book which have contents of Mind stuffs is hard because it require mind power ?

hmm i shall leave out contents i been reading from the book as mentioned..

Is this book useful for all people from all walks of life? Yes it is.. Also it can be apply when you still studying... haha

Depends on each individuals and their thinking. hmmm
I wish to explain why the book can be useful to those who are studying...?

As this book explain about using your mind power.. Wow.. yeah Mind is tat powerful...

Let me cite an example.. why?
I never read this book when i was studying years ago. Plus nobody recommend this book to me..
Can impossible become possible? Yes it can be made possible as long as you have determination, persistence, diligence and patience.

While reading this book, i realized that attributes of determination, persistence , diligence and patience i been applying on when i was studying year agos to pursue my higher education. I was motivated to study harder than before... Yes Mind power is so powerful it keep telling me that i can make it... When i have goal to achieve it.. is it possible? Yes i never think negative and it helped me alot during my school days...
By the way, my own family never encourage me in my studies and they keep impose negative views on me.. wow.. i been growing up facing all negatives.. Stoned.. haha nonetheless i never let it affect me greatly.. Gosh you might find it and thinking :" How is it possible?"

Hmm you all may find this post way too too long to read. So i shall summarize it in detail by posts and how is it possible to achieve that?