First Time experience

On tuesday morning i go out try out part time flyer distribution. Keke.. Where is the place? Am i so secretive? yup.. yeah i only will reveal an area which is very highly populated during working hours and lunch hour. hehe Wow i was overwhelmed with trying in giving out flyer to totally strangers. It is my first do such job.. During school days, i been doing flag days holding can with stickers. I lost count of how many times i done this work of flag days. haha... Different feeling when do flyer distribution. I realized not too easy task. O.O ''

Roll eyes. I learnt lot of thing from it.. hmm why those working people lOOk so all mighty..? Faint... So what they held high position and prestigious job, does it give them rights to look so high where they can't see people below them. Hmm i am not stating majority of people lah. Frown.. Only minjority people are fine to me not others.. :( Know why? Even my elder sister also part of that group. Puke... There's so many different groups of peopl from all walks of life..

Sigh.. I am not complaining over here. Just do this flyer distribution and heck care what people say about this.. :( well it has widen my horizon already. As for me. i don't know if i really one day hold such job like them do i snub people .. No.. oH well nobody is perfect.. I ain't perfect too haha

In my view perspection, thinking such flyer distribution is easy job.. No way it is not easy to do such work.. sigh.. Why i have to go out work part time because i can't wait for online earning work for me. When i hardly see earnings online but i did other stuffs which i can't immediately withdraw out cash which are mostly in cents US$ .. No choice i have to go out find bit money to be used online.

Oh well .. perhaps i don't have natural ability which can help me find job soon.. Or i lack experience and talents .. :( However, one good thing has served me well during my school days that is memory power.. haha .. By the way, i am growing old soon and age has catch up with me that i no longer have good memory power.. LOL..... =D

Do i blame people or my parents just cause of my hearing disabilities.? No way, i am grateful to my parents for giving me best present ever.. that's my late grandma who has loved and doted on me despite of my hearing disabilities.. Gosh i am almost verge of tears when mention my cute late grandma.. How i miss her very much? Because she enjoys my company.. with her.. :(