Tryout of dinner gown today

i wake up early this morning before 10am so can have more time be refreshed up. Actual appointment is around 12.30pm. haha wow what am i doing waking up that early,oh man?
-_-'' I was not that thrilled wearing gown haha cause no choice owe to my elder sister's wedding dinner this coming week. What choice i have?

About trying out gown make me feel like an idiot. Because my mum is so engrossed with herself in red gown and mumbling at mirror. About my elder sister keep look at mum and even take picture of her. Hmmm i feel i was left out. haix. never mind i was used to it already. I have been an invisible figure all years. well i don't know why and that. But at least my sister got take a look around of how i wear.. she only mention just Ok to it. i even said ok. no choice. what can i do with it? I feel kind of an idiot and disappointed. If only my darling is with me, he will say this and that. Only with him, i feel elated if he mention good and change this and that. because with him i was being recognized as human alive.. not as invisible figure. Like a vase between my sister and mum.

Haix i feel so lousy already. Never mind.. oH yah i found nice freebie hope this program will earn me tons tons of $$ where i can use to travel world around. hehe i need study and learn how to do before post it here. Bleahs