Think and Grow Rich Part 2

Here is most interesting part is why i was unable go on to JC or Polytechnic after complete my O levels. Due to admission requirements, i need to score max D7 in english.. stoned. haha Because i got E8 in english, then how? Wow unbelievable, my elder sister never provide any advice for me. Sigh. So no choice i decide retake O levels as private candidate and go out to society working.
Hmm seems like i have lost those attributes i have back studying hard. Where has my determination, persistence go to? haha it seem easy to lose and harder get it back. I was like lost sheep walking aimlessly don't know where future beckon.
As i been thinking what went wrong during that time i was doing my O levels, perhaps some events or circumstancces make it harder me to maintain thoughts. Maybe and i don't know its reasons.
I can't recall those events but i wont forget the day i lost classmate forever.. Because i once have this dream, i thought we all (whole class) will graduate together. But lost a classmate meant shatter my dreams.. Guess emotions so easy and powerful to kill such dreams..

Nonetheless, life go on for all of us.. :) Will it be better when i don't have such good memory power at all? Yes it will be better i have short term memory loss.. Good Good..haha

You think that is end of it.. I have bit more to add.. haha Pardon my long winded writing.