Think and Grow Rich Part 3

As earlier post mentioned that i retook O level and working part time. Not until one fine day i became unemployed. haha Perhaps that time i was too young and rash making my decision without discussing with family. Heck care discussion. As previous posts , i already mention that my own family surely imposed stupid negative views on me.

Roll eyes. I was not sure what i want to do at that time. After a year of no working, my fourth aunt gave me advice that i applied for ITE and learn some skills from there. Look who gave advice to me? Not my own elder sister. Fat hope and wishful thinking.. Well .. My elder sister cared about herself and always look so high.. She was so stucked up that time and even prejudiced against ITE. Sigh. Why? Because ITE was once say as IT's The End.. stoned.. Also the school can enroll students with weak grades and famously know some students as gangsters.

I never thought much of school reputation and everything etc. Let nature take it to course. I just want go school independant and equip myself with skills. :)
First time i went apply for ITE course but it was too late as admission was closed already. So i have to wait a year to apply for ITE again. Does it defeat me yet? Shaking head .. NO..

A day come when i finally can enroll in ITE and bought every materials meant for start terms of school. I had this thoughts of doubts. How am i going to make friends etc? haha
I don't want to think too much and began to read textbooks. Wow i find those books contents are totally different and bit interesting at first. I digest information and find it bit hard to understand. Then i have this thoughts to myself: " Never mind i just read all books from first to ending. When school term started, i will eventually understand how to cover those topics i have finished read all. :)

Nothing is impossible as long as you put heart into it.
As you may think, is that all? Hmm i want to cut story short.

At first, i asked my elder sister question:" Can ITE go on to Polytechnic?"
My elder sister replied by saying :" Yes can but only students with good or excellent results can go on to Polytechnic." wow what she say make my heart sank to low spirits. It suck man... I can feel her tone give me feeling that i wont make it. Because she never once encourage me to study hard. Or else she can add one sentence to it:" No worry, you try it and study hard for it.." sigh it never happen. See stupid negative thinking... But am i letting it defeat me and put me down.. No way.. there is a way i can make it.. it telling my mind about it.

However i explained in earlier posts, only 3 people believed in me and never doubt my abilities.
What i promised study hard for it and always achieved my goals in end.. I believe i can succeed in anything i do.

At school , i have no problems coping with my school work and classmates. I feel it all owe to memory power which served me well. hehe Oops i forgot to mention what course i took. :)
It is electronics engineering course which consist of physics, mathematics and programming.. Gosh it make me shudder thinking of those subjects at that time. Have to memorise formulae and some details of subjects.
One lunch time , i was walking around the campus anywhere aimlessly.. Not until i saw poster of admission entry requirement to Polytechnic need about 2.8 points. I can't recall how many points. Because today requirements to Polytechinc have be amended few times already that i was unsure.. When i saw that, points of Polytechnic admission stuck onto my mind. From that moment, i began to have thoughts of studying hard for good grades. It is all about mind power which drive me to aim for points. Did i ever think it is impossible to achieve that. Such thoughts became goals for me to attain and achieve it.

I never thought of impossible tasks. Nonethess, i was determined to achieve my goals and abide by my promises to my late grandmother, which i once cried in front of her and said :" Ah mah, i will study harder than before and strive harder for Polytechnic."
Hence so far, i only promise certain people that i will achieve my goals go on to Polytechnic further my studies.

In the end, i graduated with score of GPA of 3.32 points where i got entry to NYP. Finally i managed to achieve my goals with help of my classmates and teachers. In fact, i owe to encouragement given by my late grandmother , 3rd aunt as well as close friend and few relatives. Without them, there wont be me today. No matter what happen i will take it in my stride. At least, i gave my late grandmother best present that she felt happy and proud of my achievement. As i want to say nothing is impossible. As long as you put heart into it with determination and persistence, eventually succeed in anything you wan to get.

No matter how long the road is and full of obstacles, must overcome it with use of mind power.