Think and Grow Rich Part 1

Here i shall explain how it is possible?

First i like to intro myself again. I am hearing impaired similar to deaf woman..
I never went to school for deaf.. so i studied at school for normal people..
Yeah i was grateful of my parents sent me to school with my elder sister.. Where i get to learn chinese language at school, unlike my fellow deaf friends who never have learn a word of chinese language..

My primary school results are not that great nor outstanding unlike my elder sister.. O_o'' Haha i even repeat PSLE ( Primary School Leaving Exam) to those readers don't know what it mean. Click more details education system .. That time when i finally woke up and come to my senses..
which my elder sis asked me what i want to do when i can't go on to secondary school. She said example like to eat , sleep etc.. It made me think more and deeply .. Finally one time i thought what my primary 5 teacher said once to me in front of whole class :" Are you stupid ? Can't do simple composition which i forgot to do. " That statement she made still remain etched in my mind.. and so fresh when i came to recall that... Sigh...
Final decision i made is to go back to school and retake PSLE.. First i asked and begged my mum don't hire any more home tutor for me.. i can't take any more pressure to take tuition.. Know why? That time i was taking PSLE few months before.. i have feelings of enormous pressure having to cope with extra school and home tuitions.. Faint.. i can't barely cope with pressure and begin to lose interest in studying...haha.. That is result they want from me.. Haha...
I know myself well because i found out from many years of studying.. is that i wont excel under stupid enormous pressure.

But my mum was so firm with her decision to hire home tutor for me. You have this thought:" did you give up trying ? " NO way.. i am going to keep on trying .. Hence i sought help from my favourite auntie to help me persuade mum don't hire any more tutor.. . How did i do? well i promise my auntie that i will study on my own and study hard for coming exams this time..
Yeah i get my wishes finally.. Mum agreed don't hire any tutor for me..
Haha .. see never give up trying on.. :)

Well as you see . more persistence will achieve any goals you set.
Next what happen in the end?
Did i achieve exact what i promise my auntie? :)

Yeah i manage to pass my exams all just average grades go on to secondary school.
But feeling disappointed that i was promoted to normal stream of 5 years education i have to spend at school. Happy that i able go on to secondary school..

Hmm even my own family don't think much when i said that i will study harder at school. Sigh..
Not when i have set goals to achieve when i come to know my elder sister mention one of her classmate also made it to express stream from normal stream. Hehe it become a dream to me as well as my wishes.. Hence, such thoughts of it push me to study harder.. Well from that time, i was motivated to achieve my goals to go on express streams.. What is that u say of this? It is thoughts which can developed persisitence and determination i shown in my studies. Wow is it extreme change in me? o.0?? i don't know. haha Despite my mum think lowly of me and think negatively that i wont make it .. due to my primary school results that i Got last in class position..

As i have explained earlier, mind is quite powerful that it can help me through all the way.. To achieve success in my studies that i topped my class and went on to express stream.. Finally..i believe as long as i have faith in myself armed with determination that i can make it..
Haha such good news to share with my auntie.. that she bleamed so wide and happy for me as well as my late grandmother who doted on me from young till today. Without them, i will not be here today saying my story.. :)
So far only 3 people in my life have faith in me and my abilities to overcome those obstacles.
They are my close friend, favourite auntie and late grandmother who keep encouraging me and have faith in me..

I shall continue in next post..